I'll start with the bad news so this can end on a good note.

Bad: Bought a new airwalker of eBay by V-fit, its great quality, very heavy, terrific value, until 2 minutes after I used it *snap* the left pedal was put on backward so the weakest part was bearing all the weight. A normal weighted person would have been fine. But when you're not it makes a huge difference. So my deal is no longer a deal as I will now have to buy a replacment foor plate from the company :p, lame.

Knowing that I broke my own exercise equipment was a bit of a blow so I've been a bit mopey, having that start off my week was not good. Also, I've been playing Knights of the Old Republic 2 and aand the damn thing went and froze on me. Its originaly for the Xbox but I play it on the 360 and its apparently scratched so that is halted until another can be purchase, again, lame.

Weight loss this week has been pretty slow, my heads not been in it ever since the aurwalker incident. It's a mental thing though with me and if its not in my head then its not in my heart. I'm starting to feel better though so I should be back on the ball.

As for the good news though: i got into a pair of jeans that I haven't worn for nearly since I got them. That was a nice feeling i mean they're still a bit too tight to fit properly and wear out in public but at least they can be gotten into. Which is something, they used to be straightjacket tight. I can get into them but it makes that roll above my belly button stick out like a shelf, I swear a small table lamp could sit upon it, lol. No seriously, it is quite a milestone for me. i'm proud of myself.

In addition to that, I've purchased, from the same ebay buyer, an easy shaper. Id never heard of it till I saw it online. I had a look at the exercises you're to do and they all seem too easy, the ab ones anyhow which is the area that I have the most trouble with, I use it mostly for back extensions (which i'm totally feeling right now) and thigh things. oh also assisted sit ups.

The weights are going good, my left wing, isn't as creased now, probably the worst thing about my body following the shelf. I wore this linen dress today though, when I first bought it was very tight on my arms, now its .......well, its not fine, but it is wearable and alot more comfortable.

On a regular note- we did a shop today......we should own like 30% of weight watchers by now, we buy that brand more than any other. Its not too bad really, I enjoy their foods. I do want a chinese takeaway though, :D, but alas it will have to weight. We're trying to get to the states in august and I want to get down to 19st which is like....267, wow that seems impossible, but the rate i'm losing it is quick for now. I really hope I can do it, my family would be so shocked to see me weighing that much, it would be great!